week 26: words in retrospect

well this happened a little over a year ago, but during lunch at school Kirsten and Miranda were arguing about something. I think it was honestly about how she wouldn't leave Trent alone. then Miranda came over to me and asked me if I had a problem with her. I said no because we were in softball together at the time and I didn't want any drama, when actually I should've just told her that I did have a problem with her. She was always telling people on the team that I was talking about her at school. I never talked bad about her. I didn't say anything because I didn't want to take the time out of my day to talk about her when I had better things to do. Then one day at practice she had this big group talk because she felt like everyone was being rude to her and that I was causing a problem for her when it was her senior year of softball. which once again I didn't say anything about her. I just wish that I had the guts to tell people that I honestly dont give a crap what they think I said or what I do on my free time, because its not anyone's business but mine and whoever is there. I just wish people would mind there own business. ugh thanks for making me actually write a long blog. 3

week 25: Theme Songs

So I couldn't come up with what to put in this blog for like a few weeks, but I took a quiz thing on google and it said that the song that best describes me is battlefield by Jordan Sparks. It told me that I am  very protective about certain things like people bullying my friends, and keeping a relationship alive as possible. I just hate it when people miss treat other people. It really gets on my nerves, and makes me want to do something about it. That's why my friends love me because they know I got their back, and will defend them to the end. In the love department, I tend to stay away from arguments as mush as possible because I don't want a stupid conflict to end something I care so much about. 

***Hardest blog for me EVER. 

week 24: Your face smells like grilled cheese.

I cant really think of all of the inside jokes I have with people right now, but my funniest inside jokes usually happen with Trent, Kelsey and Skid. Skid and I always have inside jokes during sports or during anything with family when we are together. Kelsey and I always have inside jokes about pretty much everything. I would say them but they aren't the nicest. We aren't making fun of someone we are just making fun of what they have said to us because they think that its going to make us feel bad about ourselves but it never does we just laugh it off. Trenten I always make jokes when are watching shameless together. So those jokes aren't always the best. Our jokes are kinda private. I have a lot of inside jokes I just don't feel like they are all okay to talk about sometimes.

week 23: Lets go to Japan, Im not joking this time.

I would DIE to go to the Bahamas! I have always seen picture of people that I know that have been there and Ive always been so jealous. I would even wait to go there until my honeymoon, that would be perfect. Anyways I would go with Trenten of course because who wouldn't want to go to someplace like that without the person they want to be around all the time. Definitely not me. I would want to go ride in a canoe, go hiking, Lay on the beach and tan and of course when of age, have a few drinks laying on the beach. I cant explain how much stress this would take of my chest. I wouldn't have any worries in the world. Other then making sure that I didn't get lost, but who knows maybe that could turn into a good story to tell my kids way later down the road.

week 22: & they lived happily ever after....sort of

I feel like no one ever lives the life they actually want to live, but since I have to write about this I guess I will. I think that I would have to pick Cinderella and Prince Charming. I think that her being a clean freak would probably be a really good thing a relationship. Also the Prince being kind of well off would be great as well. They would be set for everything they needed in there future. I would die to have all of that and not have to stress out about anything in my life.

week 21: celebrity crushes

Jensen Ackles would have to be my favorite celebrity. For one he is extremely attractive. If i ever got told that I needed to go on a date with this guy and see where things went I might have to say that I would leave trent. (just kidding) Jeansen always has such a powerful roll when he is acting. He has to be the leader all the time and make sure that things are going okay and that everyone is safe. Whenever I watch Supernatural there is always something that ties back to his family and it starts to make him get emotional. I feel like everyone is like that at some point and they just cant always hold it back even if they want to look and act tough so that everyone isn't always scared.

week 20: 7th grade again

I didn't have any problems in seventh grade really, but I wouldn't want to relive it ever again. I just dont think I would want to relive any grade ever. I would probably pay more attention in math though, even though me may have not done anything that hard, but I suck at math. I also wouldn't have dressed that way I did. I wouldn't like to go back to seventh grade because there would be a chance that I wouldn't be with Trenten anymore. I also wouldnt have my little puppy dog Dixie Mae. I would still in town and that sucked.

week 19: I never knew that about you!

Something about myself that I think would surprise people would have to be that after 17 years my parents have decided to get a divorce. Yes it is a very rough thing to go through and its really effecting my siblings. Its been going on since about a week before finals, which is one of the huge reasons why I didn't do to grand on my finals this year. Its not excuse but I just couldn't focus. Another thing that people may not know about me is that Trenten and I are almost to our one year mark!! I also used to live in metamora in like 3 different houses. Ive also always wanted to nurse. Another thing that I dont think anyone knows, is that Trenten and I's dog Dixie, broke her hip when she was 5-6 months old. She was in the back of Trentens truck and decided that she wanted to go play with the dog that was at the house they had just passed. So Dixie being Dixie jumped out while the truck was going about 35 m.p.h. Theres alot more things that I feel like people dont know about me, I cant talk about them at school or I dont feel comfortable with people knowing that yet.